BB and My Worries

I have a friend…who had a friend die recently.
Long courageous battle with cancer.
She was a mom.
It is removed from me, and still I can’t really think about it.
Hits way too close to my greatest fear.
Many mountains to climb.
Much change afoot.
Challenges before us and all that – this is life most days for most of us I think.
In the midst of this…one of my challenges is BB.
He is having a pretty tough time right now.
Many wouldn’t know it.
Through much of his day he is ok.
There are these struggles though…that give me great concern.
We are working through it…have much support and every resource he might need.
Yet…I hear about this friend of a friend and the fear nearly stops my heart.
I think I can handle anything…
but being told I’d have to leave them?
I can’t imagine worse than that.

About attraversiamodarmaz

Midwestern girl who loves big city shopping (note - do not love high heels of any kind) * hate to say that first because I fancy myself a yoga chic too who is into feng shui and a minimalist life but it's just not all true!* I do forget to recycle* LOVE reading and music and most things crafty (the idea of them - very fickle and creative urges come and go faster than light or sound)* Grand chef and baker in my own mind and kitchen - love to mix and match recipes for a glorious new concoction* Gardening would be very successful - I have a flair but short attention span can cause casualties* True bliss is my home filled with three beautiful children (four on the weekends - an amazing Goddaughter)* did forget to feed the beautiful children lunch once when they were too small to remind me* can't find socks for all on some crazy mornings* I'm a learner who just can't help it...a writer in my head, and a college instructor for a half dozen classes a year* can't help my right brain optimism* been a foster mom* am a very grateful mom of adopted children* worst life moment: leaving the E.R. with an empty baby carrier* this is me...pretty much
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