Flippin Fabulous, DarmaZ

Normally, I really love my sunny disposition.

Glass half full…rose colored glasses…always looking for that silver lining.

When you CHOOSE your attitude, you are really indeed in charge of most anything that can come your way.

BUT

Have you ever had a day

where

you just simply couldn’t STAND yourself?

Where you walk by the mirrors (there happen to be many in my home) and instead of, “ohhhh niiiiiiicce…”, or even, “OH HELL!” it is just very simply, ” DAMN, shut up and go away from me…far far away…you and your positive attitude!”

This makes me laugh today, because this day I have described was yesterday, and now it seems to have passed.

Mind you, it probably didn’t LOOK to anyone else like this kind of day…I think maybe I looked like the energizer bunny on crack because I just couldn’t seem to run far enough or fast enough from the cheer and glow and gah!

At some point, later in the day, when my running power was fading, I went ahead and sat myself down for a talking to…after careful evaluation, it seems there wasn’t much to be pissed about…Jesus and Buddha agreed ( I invited them too – you know, for moral support).

And so, it seems…we have worked things out.

(as long as I get no pep talks today)

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About attraversiamodarmaz

Midwestern girl who loves big city shopping (note - do not love high heels of any kind) * hate to say that first because I fancy myself a yoga chic too who is into feng shui and a minimalist life but it's just not all true!* I do forget to recycle* LOVE reading and music and most things crafty (the idea of them - very fickle and creative urges come and go faster than light or sound)* Grand chef and baker in my own mind and kitchen - love to mix and match recipes for a glorious new concoction* Gardening would be very successful - I have a flair but short attention span can cause casualties* True bliss is my home filled with three beautiful children (four on the weekends - an amazing Goddaughter)* did forget to feed the beautiful children lunch once when they were too small to remind me* can't find socks for all on some crazy mornings* I'm a learner who just can't help it...a writer in my head, and a college instructor for a half dozen classes a year* can't help my right brain optimism* been a foster mom* am a very grateful mom of adopted children* worst life moment: leaving the E.R. with an empty baby carrier* this is me...pretty much
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