Normally, I really love my sunny disposition.

Glass half full…rose colored glasses…always looking for that silver lining.

When you CHOOSE your attitude, you are really indeed in charge of most anything that can come your way.

BUT

Have you ever had a day

where

you just simply couldn’t STAND yourself?

Where you walk by the mirrors (there happen to be many in my home) and instead of, “ohhhh niiiiiiicce…”, or even, “OH HELL!” it is just very simply, ” DAMN, shut up and go away from me…far far away…you and your positive attitude!”

This makes me laugh today, because this day I have described was yesterday, and now it seems to have passed.

Mind you, it probably didn’t LOOK to anyone else like this kind of day…I think maybe I looked like the energizer bunny on crack because I just couldn’t seem to run far enough or fast enough from the cheer and glow and gah!

At some point, later in the day, when my running power was fading, I went ahead and sat myself down for a talking to…after careful evaluation, it seems there wasn’t much to be pissed about…Jesus and Buddha agreed ( I invited them too – you know, for moral support).

And so, it seems…we have worked things out.

(as long as I get no pep talks today)